Dec. 29th 2011 marks the 10th anniversary of Pam’s death. These pictures
have been taken over the last ten years. Having gone thru the last ten
years, I realize that the first year was very hard, but also this year has
been really bad. The first year you are just in shock, you always think
this was the first time they aren’t there for holidays and events you really
want to share with them. This last year it has been, 9 years ago they
where still here. I have been going over everything in my mind, what we did
together getting ready for Christmas and Pam’s birthday. The last night she
was alive we all went out for a fish fry and then to look at Christmas
lights. The next day she was gone. It is just hard sometimes, and I don’t
like going over this, I do this in memory of Pam. I know she is ok, that
helps at times, then there are the times I would just like to have her
here. We will always remember Pam and keep her in our hearts. Love Sharen
and David P.S. the first three photos I told one day a few months after Pam
died. We have a white ceiling in the living room. I looked up and took
these photos. When I got them back the colors have reversed the ceiling was
black and the image was white.
